you said you loved me because we were about to hang up and it was something you felt like you should do. because we always do.
whether or not it felt true
I know you still meant it
because of words exchanged
ages ago, what feels like so far away
that’s why they say it’s hard
that’s why they call it faith
I tell myself that I just have to breathe
& that I believe
that you’re not gonna leave
isn’t it wild how the hardest thing
is just trusting
that you love me, no matter what
whether or not I think deserve your love
// what’s love gotta do with it, when I don’t love myself?